I know I should avoid him at all costs after all that he’s done to me, but I just enjoy talking to him. It’s refreshing, you know? Not because I have feelings, because I am totally crushing on someone else, but he challenges me, makes me think and want to prove myself intellectually. And I wish I could tell him that, without sounding like an idiot, or have him think I’m in love. It’s just so difficult to find a person like that these days, someone whom you have chemistry with, who makes you feel, for a lack of a better word, worthy.
so which girl, upon finding out the guy she had a short holiday romance with, has a girlfriend, keeps quiet about it? finds out the guy’s been lying to her face. then, she proceeds sends pictures of the two of them to his email, doesn’t tag him on facebook, like he requested, so his girlfriend doesn’t find out? because she doesn’t want to cause drama, she doesn’t want him getting “in trouble”.
which girl still cares for the guy, and messages him even though he’s practically forgotten about her since they parted ways?
i want to talk to somebody, but i don’t know who. no one’s gonna care, no one’s gonna pity me, no one’s gonna feel bad for me, because i brought this on myself. i wish you’d at least just reply me or something… you said you wanted pictures, you sent us off, so why are you now avoiding me, aren’t we supposed to be friends? ahhhhhhhhhh i’m trying to be strong, i’m trying to remember we said it was a fling, but my emotions, oh these darn pesky emotions.